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Well today is the last day of the month which means....
....Tomorrow we (as in Neil and I)will be getting our cheque and then we can eat!!!
Man I can't wait to hv some panzerottis and dip it in that sauce yummy!!!
Then our two cats Kitty and Garfield will hv some more food since Garfield like to eat it as quick as possible no wonder she is getting so fat D=<
And yes Garfield is a female (dont ask we didnt name her Neil's dad did)
I also got my battle Assist on FlyFF to a BP(Billposter) and at lvl 62 i found my first 2 eggs!!!
The first one hatched into a dragon and i haven't hatched the second one yet!
I heard a rumor about FlyFF as well apparently we will be getting the weapon glows back on Oct. 3rd!
I hope so b/c i miss the fire on my Barum Stick (if thats how u spell it XD)
Also Me and Neil hv been going out for a year and 4 months and tonight at around 12am i will hv been living in Brantford for 1 whole year!!
It's bloody amazing XD
I do miss my lil sister and my dad in Drayton tho (which is like 3hrs away!!)
I hv to ways of getting up there for a visit but the prob is that Neil's dad works alot and so does my other ride up there. T_T
But thats all i really hv to say for today
I'll post something up maybe everyweek or month or so idk
Maybe just when i get around to it XDD
Well bye byes ppl =D
My BP and my new pet Dragon
Char name: xXxShinjitexXx
Server: Mia 3-4
Well today we were hoping to get our cheque but we didn't receive it unfortunately. So we were pretty upset about that, cuz we starved the whole day just like the past 4 lol. But thankfully Neil's dad found out that we had not had anything to eat since Thursday and he felt sorry for us. So he gave us $5 to buy bread and pop and gave us salami, oranges, mini pizzas, a jar of peanut butter and a box of Reese's Pieces. We thanked him a lot and also apologized to him, after we left his place we took the stuff back home and had some food and god was it good to hv food in our stomachs the Reese's Pieces were like an orgasm in my mouth XDDDD
Anywho Neil and I are hoping that our cheque comes tomorrow cuz I really want panzerottis XD
Well my b-day was nearly a month ago so I'm 19 now O.o (tats scary)
We did our taxes a little while b4 my b-day and Neil got me a Nintendo DS along with the game Pokemon Diamond ^-^
and he got himself one as well so we can trade/battle with each other
We managed to get rid of Garfield we couldn't keep her anymore because she ate too much and we couldn't keep up with it, half way through the month a whole bag of cat food would be gone and we didn't have enough money to buy more. At least Kitty doesn't eat that much so a bag of cat food lasts her 2 months.
I recently learned that my sister may be able to get a ride with a good family friend down here to see me, but i don't know when that will happen. My sis also said that she got me and Neil some presents for X-mas i was surprised to hear that lol. She said she will be sending them down via mail with some other thing my dad is sending me apparently.
And the cat just went under the chair and got herself stuck again -_-;
I guess better go get her out..
well byes
I'll post again soon
cyaz
Well yesterday was new years i didn't do anything special but oh well i don't really care anyways XD
But i have some good news...my sister said that she may be coming over to see me this Friday! I'm sooooo excited i was bouncing all over the place when i found out lol
Geeze i can't wait ^3^
Oh yeah we got our cheque on the 28th but we weren't aloud to cash it until the 31st which kinda pissed me off cuz we had almost no food at the time and we were starving X_X
But we got money now so we hv full tummies lol
Thats all i have to post atm
I'll post again sometime after my sis leaves to tell ya all about it XD
Well I found out that my friend Sonya's roomates are moving out at the end of April, but she can't pay the rent to her place by herself. So Neil offered to move in and help pay it and Sonya liked that idea, so she is comming around today to talk to us about it to see if we can move in or not. Personally i would like to move in with her because we don't get to see her that much cuz she is always working and she doesnt hv a lot of time to see us and such, and because the place we are currently living in is a dump. I mean if we are not infested with bugs its either mice or bats. Also this place is falling apart at the seems, the paint is falling off of the ceilings and walls, every now and then u hv a big chunk of paint fall on your head. The shower leaks and it doesnt hv a shower head, the kitchen sink also leaks, when ur washing dishes u get a huge puddle of water form around your feet. And on top of that the floors are rotting through X_X Plus this place is way to small theres a living room, a kitchen and a bathroom that is barly big enough for one person. Also there is a hole in the wall where you can see outside and i don't mean a window. The furnace is busted so it's always on full blast even in the heat of summer which makes it uber hot on here, hell even in the winter when it's -15 outside its still on full blast and it gets so hot in here it feels like an oven so we hv to open the window IN WINTER. We've told the landlord about all these issues and all she says to us is "Well clean up" how is cleaning gonna fix all that crap plus we clean it as much as we can and the place still looks like a dump well b/c it is one. what does she want us to do repaint everything fix the furnace and the shower and sink and rebuild the floors? thats her job not ours. All our landlord cares about is money its really fustrating at times.
But i truly hope we can move in with Sonya, we will be paying less rent there and hv more money for food and new clothes and such. The rent here is ridiculous for what you get, and here sometimes we hv to choose between whether to pay rent or to eat which sux. I'm tired of starving every month just so we can live in a shit hole..
Umm...i think that ends my rant i didnt think it would turn out to be one when i started this XD
but its good to get that off my chest
Well, some stuff happened over the weekend....Neil broke up with me on Saturday, and told me to move in with Sonya(which i did) so that i could become more independant. I was depressed for a few days(cried every night lol), but im not anymore. Even tho me and him had been going out for nearly 2 years now im ok with the fact that he broke up with me. What im not fine with tho is that he made out with a girl from his work b4 we broke up. He says he still loves me and that he only likes that girl and he doesn't love her, but w/e. The good thing is that i met up with an old friend on Flyff that i hadn't talked to in quite some time, he goes by the name of Pachinco. So we were talking and i asked him if he has msn and he told me he did so we added eachother, and we hv been talking to eachother a lot on msn, you know catching up and stuff. Well Neil didn't like that, so he started asking me why i was going out with him and why i didn't tell him about it. Well i told Neil that i'm not going out with Pach, and that we are just friends, and he asked me why i talked to him so much. And i said to him b/c we hadn't talked in a while and we were catching up. He didn't believe me and said that i was lying. Told me he was gonna kill himself if i went out with him and didn't tell him the truth. And i did tell him the truth, and he just kept nagging me about and it annoyed me to the point where i had said things that shouldn't hv been said. But later on that day we apologized to eachother and we are getting along now i guess. Ummm...yeah yesterday was the aniversery of my mothers death which was 8 years ago, and on the 6th of this month is the one year aniversery of my dog Taz's death. So April is kind of a hard month for me, but i'll get through it. Lately i've been working my ass off looking for a job, i haven't been getting a lot of sleep and i haven't been eating much either so i'm pretty worn out, but i need a job or i fear i may become homeless.
Umm..i think this Journal has gone on long enough, and im uber tired so i'm gonna head off to bed and try to get some sleep.
